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    Chapter 41: Day 16, Part 1 – True Beauty

    True beauty flourishes in times of great hardship.

    That much is true. All of those years ago, when flames raged across the country, Larkspur set his eyes on something truly magnificent: an entire generation’s obsession, pursued by suitors from every corner and every pit of this wasteland they called Pamtre. The kind of catastrophic allure that brought the world to its knees.

    Yes, he viewed it once, shimmering with its faint glow. So far away, yet so potent that he could taste it on his tongue. Even now, it lingered in his mind, like true beauty should.

    He reflected, morbidly, on that sensation—now so dull—as his beak poked the red liquid still in its glass. The thought came abruptly, and without recourse—that enough time had passed for true beauty to shine once again. Today would be a day to drink, he had then decided.

    Another generation! Cheers to that! Even the whelps that venerated him were faster than they were three decades ago; Larkspur had received his wine within only a minute and 38 seconds past his request. Impressive.

    Time flowed so quickly when one’s goal was so clear—so vivid.

    He took another poke at his wine, and the alcohol surged like lightning through his tentacles. Said tentacles swayed atop his head as though there were a light, consistent breeze. A Malamar’s mood could often be determined by the ferocity of their tentacles, and with Larkspur it was no different. Except…they were frequently uncontrollable, only acting on fresh impulse and emotion.

    There was an uncomfortable itch that came with being unable to control one’s own bodily autonomy. Who was to say that they, too, would not one day betray him?

    Larkspur’s beak curled into a sinister smirk as he took yet another sip. He knew that quite well that his own rebellious tentacles were of no issue. A lesser pokemon would sever the source of any dissent, but Larkspur was no lesser pokemon.

    Dissent was necessary for growth, if only so that his own hardships held meaning.

    It was peculiar, then, that his tentacles continued to sway just as calmly as they had before. Were they not aware of their own demise? Or were they just as eager for catharsis as he was?

    Larkspur set the wine glass down on a nearby table and sighed to himself. From there, he floated off the meticulously scrubbed carpet, drifting from one end of the room to the other. His eyes trailed the walls in search of something specific, hindered only by his own wandering mind.

    From the bookcases lined with ancient memoirs of a deceased age, to wood garnishing on bed-side tables so extravagant that they bordered on pointless, to the golden frames bordering paintings of past battles—even Larkspur had to admit that he did not miss the countless hours spent in that dank chamber with that blasted orb. He had no desire for opulence—not like Crane, the glutton or Canary, the greedy—but Larkspur had taken this room for himself regardless.

    The Captain’s Chambers, as it was once dubbed, was slotted neatly within the brain of the Oriole. Naturally, as the proper leader of this band of conspirators, miscreants, and outcasts, only Larkspur could reside there.

    More frequently than not, however, the chamber lacked the insulation to be anything but stifling. The men of the past obviously designed it with that purpose, but Larkspur was no man. Time had since granted the room with a new designation.

    A perverse thrill coursed through the Malamar at the idea of using this room for drinking wine, reminiscing, and nothing more. The books themselves offered more utility to those of his coalition than any tome of hidden knowledge—or orb of magical significance, for that matter. But, well, giving them more use hardly aligned with his goals.

    In every respect but name, Larkspur was royalty. And, like royalty, he had no reason to feel shame. His tentacles whipped in satisfaction at that fact. Even more so when he recalled that Anemone—who also counted as royalty—must hate the isolation.

    Larkspur reveled in it.

    It was one of the paintings that finally caught his eye. Situated between two end tables, each holding a vase with a moonflower in its grasp, was a sizable painting surrounded by a frame engraved in pure gold. Slowly, he approached with his arms behind his back.

    Depicted with care and detailed with the most expensive paint a mon could buy, a Delphox stood cloaked in silver flames. Her fur flowed like the ocean’s waves, perfect in every conceivable way. Her paw expertly gripped a wand constructed with the bark of a tree harboring Xerneas’ blood, effortlessly casting an inferno as brilliant as the moon.

    She shot Larkspur a glance over her shoulder, despite being frozen in time. Mysterious, confident, sultry—Larkspur could see the nefarious plots she would set in motion sparkling in her eyes. A witch of mythic proportions, a temptress, a sovereign of the stars…

    The world was hers, and she knew it. She held power beyond the greatest of legendary beasts; she never so much as dreamed of squandering it.

    Larkspur’s arms quivered as he reached out to her. Gently, he dragged his tentacle across her cheek, caressing her as though she were right at his side. His body surged with color, and for a moment he shook as though he were a little ill Inkay begging for comfort.

    A shuddering breath escaped him. Inconceivable. Perhaps it was the brief twang of alcohol causing him to become frail…regardless, he struggled to keep himself upright.

    He could not stop himself; the urge was too strong. Larkspur uttered a faint, wistful, “Ah…Luna. You were my favorite…”

    There was a knock at the door.

    Larkspur hissed, fluorescent lights blaring from his torso, the tentacles above his head stabbing the air, out for blood. The alcohol in his system burned away from the intensity of his anger, and he whipped his head around so he could glare at the door.

    “WHAT?” he snarled.

    “Did I interrupt your private time, Lark?” came a voice from behind. Larkspur’s tentacles functioned as raging flames.

    When Larkspur whipped back around, seething, he soon found a familiar imp leaning against one of the tables and sipping at the Malamar’s wine. Said imp’s self-satisfied demeanor shot a rush of hot-blooded ferocity through Larkspur’s veins.

    “Yes, you did,” Larkspur snapped. “I do believe I told you not to intrude, Crane, you wretched smear of slime.”

    The Sableye smacked his dirty lips, put the tainted wine glass back down, and smiled like the glob of shit that he was. A mental note was made to burn that wine glass after Crane would be forced to leave—and perhaps the carpet, as well. Larkspur could smell the black gunk sticking to the glass even from the other side of the room.

    “You said to knock, Lark,” Crane sneered. “I did that, didn’t I?” Black flecks of something foul fell from Crane’s neck as he scratched at it, solidifying that yes, Larkspur would burn that carpet later. “Stewing in your hatred again?”

    What a fall from grace Crane had taken. Larkspur could recall the time when Black Shadow Crane, The Vicious commanded a sect of devoted resistance fighters with guile. There was once a time when the name Crane inspired hope, as well as fear. At such a young age, too, many aspired to follow in his footsteps.

    But Larkspur had seen through the minds of many how Crane was viewed now with disgust, its own vile form of respect. He was always sneaky and conniving, but he knew better than to antagonize and aggravate. Something had changed over the years, and it only appeared to be getting worse.

    Worse still after their last excursion, that of which coincided with the attainment of the East Enigma key, Crane had begun outright frightening the mercenaries. Demanding favors and persisting with the practical jokes. Some had already left out of fear.

    Larkspur, despite his own distaste for those he commanded, was less than pleased. He floated closer—but not too close—and loomed over the imp like a tower of spite. With his telekinetic powers, he swiped the glass from the table and shattered it on the carpet. No use in being courteous if his mind had already been made up.

    “I am not in the mood for games,” Larkspur said with a glare. “If you would perhaps prefer to stick your disgusting fingers in the business of another busy mon, then by all means.” Larkspur leaned forward, his tentacles casting a menacing shadow across his face. “My patience is thinning.”

    Crane, who uncharacteristically reacted to the breaking glass by flinching, giggled maniacally. “Ehehe! Well, you having a thick patience would just make me gag, Lark.”

    “Say what it is you want and leave.” Larkspur’s waning patience was no lie. Two keys had since been acquired, but it had taken him two weeks to get to this point. He either wanted good news or no news at all.

    “Oh, Larky,” said Crane. “Maaaalarky. I remember when you used to treat to me so tenderly.” He clasped his hands together and rested them against his cheek sweetly, blinking his eyes several times. “I miss those days. Don’t you? When we used to kick each other’s feet under the table and giggle and blush and-“

    “I SHOULD STRANGLE YOU!” Larkspur was positively steaming, his broad shoulders raised to make himself seem massive, his tentacles shot up like spears. Furniture and silverware all throughout the room began to tremble, one command away from flying off the shelves and tables.

    And, to no one’s surprise, all Crane did was laugh. “Ehehehe! You could. But then who’s gonna tell you to open the door?” He pointed to something behind Larkspur.

    Had he a reason to, Larkspur would have absolutely choked the feeble life out of the Sableye and hung him out like laundry. There was a moment where Larkspur chuckled internally, realizing that today would finally be the day he would do it. But Crane, smartly, stopped just short of pushing Larkspur to that point.

    That was, unless the door would aggravate him more. After all, no living being was allowed to see Larkspur unless given explicit permission. Crane had already caused enough grief previously by revealing Larkspur’s name to that Darmanitan; this would be the final straw.

    Larkspur’s glare lingered on Crane for a moment. He weighed his options, then steadily came to the conclusion that no matter how bad it was, Crane would end up dead in the end. Nothing lost. But even in his unhinged state, Crane was often smarter than he acted. He would not have gotten to this point otherwise.

    Another moment passed before Larkspur aggressively floated towards the door, wasting no time to swing it open. At first he was confident that it would be yet another joke, but then he was surprised to find that, of all things, there was another pokemon there.

    Crane did not knock on the door. This Persian did.

    The first thing the dark type did was grovel at Larkspur’s feet. The second thing he did was blabber out formalities.

    “OhpleaseohwonderfulCountIamforevergrateful!” the Persian mumbled too quickly for Larkspur’s confused brain to understand.

    The Malamar’s beak twisted towards his earholes, contorting into a disgusted glower. He flinched, even. How was that possible?

    Undoubtedly, the reason for such an extreme reaction had to do with what Larkspur witnessed upon taking in this peculiar mon’s features.

    It was as though the Persian’s face had been morphed 15 degrees counterclockwise, shifting his mouth, nose, and eyes in an unnatural way. His whiskers were unkempt and unruly. His ears, nicked and chipped. For a moment Larkspur thought he detected cataracts in one of the cat’s eyes, but that proved to be nothing more than the malformed creature’s dull look. Whoever had spawned this inbred moggy clearly did so out of spite.

    It was so distracting that Larkspur forgot to practice his standard sanctimonious routine and instead opted to stare in disbelief.

    “…Is this another one of your jokes, Crane?” Larkspur muttered, searching for any sign of foul play. Was it him or did the cat have a cleft foot, too? He did not, as it turned out. But Larkspur could not blame himself for coming to that conclusion, what with how the beast presented himself.

    Crane may as well have materialized next to Larkspur, as he had made no sound before getting closer. “Are you kidding?” Crane laughed. “I wish I could come up with a better joke than this. You should’ve seen your face!” He pointed at the Persian, grinning. “Nah. This mon here has something to tell you, Count.”

    I have better use for my ears, thank you, Larkspur thought scornfully.

    “It’s very important, my lord!” The Persian pleaded in a voice that Larkspur could finally understand. Which was good because now Larkspur could definitively state that he despised it. Formal language alongside brash, uneducated speech wriggled like Wigletts down to his eardrums. Disgusting.

    That was the problem with presenting oneself as above others while attempting to maintain an image: Larkspur realized that he would have to formally invite the cat inside if he wanted privacy. He then decided that the remains of that carpet would need to be cast into the deepest pits of the earth following its burning.

    With disdain pinching his facial features into a hateful scowl, Larkspur floated aside. “Make it quick, Persian. I have important matters to attend to.” Drinking wine counted as important matters.

    Crane giggled to himself.

    There was something uncomfortable about the way that the cat hobbled his way past the door frame, trudging onto the carpet with nervously unsheathed claws. The fur on the back of his spine was bristling. What was this cat hiding…

    “Thank you! Thank you!”

    The door closed and the air became still. Larkspur’s tentacles whipped impatiently. “Speak, and make it quick,” he hissed, clacking his beak.

    Stuttering, the Persian said, “I-I’m Moa, my lord-“

    “I did not ask.”

    Crane giggled more.

    The cat’s gaze fell to the floor in shame. “R-right, sorry. I’ve been on the run for the past few days and I f-forgot my manners.”

    Larkspur’s eyes narrowed. He was immediately reminded that this Persian—Moa as he was called—blocked Larkspur’s own mind reading abilities. Dark type pokemon were troublesome for that reason; he would have to ask questions and take Moa at his word.

    As a being possessing the dark type element now, Larkspur understood the power that came with it. Something that was notably wasted on a whelp like this cat.

    Anemone doesn’t have this problem, the wench.

    She had once told Larkspur that the worst thing dark types did to her was create interference, and cause a horrible headache when trying to parse the thoughts behind it, often resulting in some details being lost. Anemone took extra effort to avoid the ones who caused that interference, going so far as to resent them for existing.

    But even that was a league above what Larkspur was capable of.

    “Get to the point,” Larkspur growled.

    An audible gulp, then the Persian continued. “I think I…” he started, quickly lowering his voice after glancing left and right, “…I think I found the human.”

    The human.

    “Oooh!” Crane grinned. “Hear that? Didn’t see that one coming, did you?”

    But Larkspur was unphased, his eyes no less narrowed than before. Perhaps he did not expect that response exactly, but this report was not in any way new. Over the course of the past two weeks that they have been on the hunt thirteen pokemon have come to Larkspur with the exact same claim.

    All of them were lying and were promptly dealt with. Unfortunately, Larkspur could not just read this Persian’s mind and get it over with. So, he humored the claim. Moa, as unlikely as he seemed, was at least appropriately nervous.

    “Elaborate,” Larkspur said sternly.

    Moa clawed at the carpet nervously. “Okay…It was in the Fairy Fields, my Lord. I…I happened to be there when I overheard one of those guildies talking to this…this Dewott- hewokeupthere! And…and-“

    “Slow down!” Larkspur snapped.

    “R-right…” The Persian cleared his throat.

    Crane clicked his tongue, turning to Larkspur. “He was hysterical when he showed up here,” Crane remarked. “All wide-eyed and screaming at the top of his lungs, pleading with the guards to see you. I was impressed.”

    “I used the chant!” Moa blurted out, completely unprompted. “They didn’t get a word out of me, I swear!”

    A second had hardly passed where Larkspur could think properly. Yes, he was aware of the “chant” taught to the mercenaries here, to ward off not only mind reading but also potential interrogations. Though most of the time those chants were just pure nonsense, concocted to instill hope. No mons were expected to actually enter Kebia Castle and become vulnerable to such tactics. No unreliable mons, that is. None of them would actually meet Anemone.

    But Larkspur was getting ahead of himself.

    “How do you know it was a human?” Larkspur asked cautiously.

    The Persian yowled in distress. The sound irritated Larkspur. “He woke up in those fields- the Dewott did! I saw it, I saw him appear! Dewotts can’t appear out of thin air!”

    Crane and Larkspur exchanged glances.

    A Dewott…? Of all things…

    This was starting to sound more and more plausible, and Larkspur hated that. Of the thirteen that had previously claimed to have seen the human, most if not all of the accounts were clearly constructed tales that exaggerated the details in confusing ways.

    First it was a simple Riolu, better in every way than his classmates. Larkspur quickly surmised the tale as nothing more than a ploy by a deranged mother trying to make her son happy.

    Then it was a powerful legendary out in the open, threatening to destroy towns and burn down forests. This was a clear lie. Larkspur did not even entertain it by reading the fool’s mind.

    And then it was a monstrosity, hiding in the back alleys of Rabuta, right in Larkspur’s backyard. The details of that one were less clear, so Larkspur sent insurgents to confirm this. It ended up being nothing more than a discolored Patrat with a disease that caused it to appear bloated.

    Foolish, all of them.

    But those were all stories of living pokemon, integrating into society as any other pokemon would. None of those stories dared to start at the beginning, when the human first arrived.

    Until now.

    Larkspur glanced back at the Persian. “And?”

    There was a rapid nod from Moa, as though this was going well for him. “A-and, uh, I ran as soon as I realized that I found it, but those guildies– they caught me! Sent me to jail! I might’ve…been on the run before they found me- but…that’s why I couldn’t get here sooner—honest!”

    Incongruous details that contributed nothing. Larkspur rolled his eyes—why did they all have to be petty criminals?

    “Where is the Dewott now?” Larkspur pressed, audibly sounding tired of having to ask all of these questions.

    Moa’s twisted face somehow became even more twisted as he braced himself, his tail flicking anxiously. “I got out of there as soon as I could,” the cat said. “It was in the castle- at Kebia. He was there when they put me in jail, and half a week later I saw him again, then I saw him one more time before I got out of there a few days back.”

    “…The Dewott is living there.” Larkspur said it plainly, as though it were a known fact.

    “He was wearing a fancy scarf last I saw ’em, yeah. A purple one!”

    Hm.

    This could make the difference. Larkspur prodded further. “Did you hear his name?”

    Moa, mournfully, shook his head. “Oz…something,” he tried. “Oz-something. I can’t remember more than that, honest- it was going too fast!”

    Hmm.

    Larkspur’s demeanor had shifted since the beginning of the conversation. He started out skeptical, irritated, annoyed. But the cat’s testimony had since eased him into a sense of apprehension.

    There was quite a bit that could have gone wrong after Larkspur activated the orb. With how the artifact worked, Larkspur was not in control of where the human ended up, what they would be, or what state they would be in.

    As soon as he said those magical words, the race was on.

    A paralyzing fear had coursed through his veins during this conversation. The fear that, from the very start, Larkspur had already lost that race. Anemone, by complete accident, found the human first; she had them in her grasp.

    If what this Persian said was true, then…

    No.

    No, Larkspur was better than this. Above this, even. He turned to Crane.

    “It seems we are left with no choice,” the Malamar said.

    Crane cackled, already aware of what Larkspur was implying. “How ya wanna confirm it, Count? Bait ’em out? Get Jasmine and her cronies to do it?”

    That would be the easiest answer, no doubt. Team Snow In Summer was not even the sole source of information for Larkspur in Kebia. But still, Larkspur answered with a simple “no.” He then ignored Crane’s bewildered expression as he waved the Persian off. “Thank you…Moa,” he grumbled. “You may leave now.”

    Moa’s face lit up, though Larkspur was not entirely certain from a glance. It could have been terror, relief, sadness, or overwhelming joy for all he knew. Once again the Persian groveled at Larkspur’s feet, though. “Itismygreatestpleasuremylord-“

    “Yes yes, now leave!”

    The cat promptly jolted to his paws and dashed in the pointed direction of Larkspur’s outstretched tentacle. Crane was already there, holding the door open, so within a moment it was just the two of them again.

    Crane closed the door, dusting off his claws afterwards as though he had done all of the hard work. There was that grin of his, too. Always at full toothiness, always demeaning. Larkspur was forced to stare at it for a couple brief moments, and even that was too much.

    So, Lark,” Crane started, “what’s your plan?”

    Something strange occurred with Larkspur’s tentacles then. Their unruliness all of a sudden almost seemed placated—disintegrated entirely. He was swaying, and his tentacles swayed with him. Listening. Obeying.

    He was smiling, too.

    “We both know how easy it would be to accomplish this,” Larkspur stated facetiously, almost jovial in his tone. “Knowledge is simply the first step. At the end of the day, it all comes down to how we play our cards.”

    His body turned, his tentacles swaying with his movements as though he were floating in water. Larkspur soon found himself face-to-face with that Delphox, her haunting gaze sending a shiver down the Malamar’s non-existent spine.

    He wondered…what would Luna do?

    Luna would not just uncover the information she needed, she would do so while causing as much pain to those she despised as possible. Anything less was insufficient.

    It was not enough to have the human stolen right under Anemone’s nose—the mon responsible needed to walk right past her defenses and lead the human through the front door.

    Larkspur glanced at Crane sadistically, licking the edges of his beak.

    “Crane,” Larkspur started in a sing-song voice, “it was the prince that brought back the second gem, was it not?”

    As unhinged as Crane was, that grin of his faded to concern.

    “Hehe…yeah…?”

    Larkspur looked back to Luna. For a moment, he could detect a hint of approval in her gaze.

    “Good, good…”

    True beauty will flourish once again.

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    1. Feb 22, '24 at 6:23 pm

      Chapter 39

      It’s another day and I’m ready to be angry, upset, sad and other negative emotions as I read this chapter. The start of it doesn’t seem that bad, just Fenn reminiscing about flowers and his mom. A cute gesture of him to an important person, obviously. But the memory gets sad because… of his dad. That he burned the house because of his temper, that he didn’t allow flowers on the house anymore, because of course he didn’t, what a douchebag. Even something as simple as getting flowers gets on his nerves, man… it’s no wonder they began to hide it from him, because what’s the other option they have? The guys is relentless.

      In the present, there’s still flowers next to his house… sweet, I think. Surprising, too, since with Fenn gone I wouldn’t think there would be any left. Then he finally meets his mom again, and she’s… actually having a weird reaction. Like him being gone wasn’t an awful thing. It reads more as if she just met him after he went on a trip or something. I’m not sure what to think about it, because I was expecting her to run to him and give him a hug. Not that there’s anything wrong with the way she did it. I’m just a little surprised, it’s all.

      Despite everything, she still wants to spend time with him, so that’s nice. The way they talk is natural, but she doesn’t seem to wanna know all that happened to him in the time he was gone. It’s like he never left, so there’s favors and asking about help with the flowers. Sweet in a way, but… I dunno, the vibes feel off here. Fenn doesn’t even seem interested in that, he’s just looking at the house, clearly thinking about his dad. And like all mothers, she knows something is bothering him about this situation. The concern she has for him is… adorable, I have to admit.

      So naturally he asks about his dad. And just as naturally, he’s in a pub. Because of course he’s in a pub. Him probably being drunk will make their eventual reunion even more sour than it already is going to be. He’s kinda pathetic, honestly. Without the warrior schtick he has nothing going for his life, and instead goes to spend his days drinking at home or at a pub. With Fenn out, that means he probably got worse in the long run. Fenn kinda doesn’t wanna talk to him because of this. It doesn’t look like he has that many options, it’s visit or go back to the castle.

      Oh, she knows about Oswald? That’s adorable. She just calls him Fenn’s friend instead of a crush or something. I don’t even know what his feelings towards Oswald are at the moment, so it makes sense. His mom is a kind soul, even if her reaction to him was weird, I like that she actually does care about him. And then they talk about books. Seems they both like thinking about their past, one way or another. It’s nice to remember it.

      Cute… his talk with his mom. It’s adorable. Not the fact that she didn’t read it, but that she bought it because he’d like it. And now she actually did write it, enjoying the thing just like her son did. Their chat about this was fun and easy to read, and it paints them as close to one another. From what little he talks about the book’s contents, it looks like a love story. Birds in love, cute! But compared to the Corviknight, Fenn feels like less of a character. I see why he’d spend so much time reading it, he can somewhat relate to the characters inside.

      Once again he tries to leave to see his dad. Once again his mom stops her. Maybe she did it earlier and talked about the book to see if he would open up to her. And she sounds stern, but at the same time she has that gentle aura to her that a mother has. Enough to keep Fenn around. Oh my god his dad is a baby. Bothered by something, not wanting to tell anyone, but also not wanting to cook for himself, because he’s not supposed to be a cook. Fenn is similar, no doubt because of all the learning he had to do in his life.

      If you replace warrior with “man” then a lot of the things his dad says make sense. Well, sense in the way that I can understand his personality better, it doesn’t mean the things he does are right. At the end of the day he’s a lot like his father, no matter how much he tries to run it. And at the same time, Fenn is his own person. So after this conversation, he finally opens up to her. Telling his dad something… this isn’t going to go well. But at least his mom wished good luck, that’s gotta count for something.

      Dense. Him getting closer to the center means the town dense both in how many mons are there and that he’s getting more worried, since he’s getting close to his dad. Of course, he continues walking, and finally reached the handle. A simple chat between a dad and his child, it shouldn’t be anything to worry about. And just in time to trigger another flashback for Fenn. Hooray, this will end well.

      This flashback is almost structured like a poem, it felt that way. About Gaura, and for once in his life he’s actually apologizing and taking responsibility for something. Not that it’s something he wants to do, and he seems bothered because he apologized. This is a really complicated family issue.

      Hm, he didn’t open the door yet. It’s clearly making him upset and anxious. Both about entering and about staying away from the place. Though in the end, Fenn chooses to go inside. Having gone through similar moments when making decisions, I know how it feels and this Quilava must be both relieved and terrified. His dad is there, but hasn’t noticed him yet.

      Ah, so his dad is the one to make contact first. Gaura is happy, probably a little too buzzed to think straight here, and he doesn’t seem to mind Fenn’s presence there. I… think he doesn’t know the extent of Fenn’s situation, and now I realize that’s probably what he’s there to talk about. It’s honestly been too long, so I don’t remember if it was stated that Fenn ran away or just left to work in the castle. If it’s the latter, then that explains why everyone is so… casual about him going back for a visit. I’m dumb.

      Flower boy…? That… seems like an offensive joke. Okay, I guess??? Well, now that his son is there, Gaura is showing off more than he was before. And poor Fenn is just trying to say something, but he keeps getting interrupted by other people and by his own thoughts. Like getting called Fenrir. Drunk!Gaura acts different in the warrior thing, or at least when it comes to beer. Weird as hell.

      Well, he finally had the opportunity to say something. But it was harder than Fenn thought. No, it was impossible for him to say anything. Instead, he lied. Because lying is easier, because his dad wasn’t mad or anything. Wow. That was… the opposite of what I was expecting. He just walked away from what he came there to do.

      That didn’t help either. Poor Fenn had an actual breakdown after all this, and… I feel like he’s been keeping these emotions trapped inside of him for a long, long time. Only now did they come out. With cries, with rage, with everything that a warrior shouldn’t do. Sad.

      Another flashback, but this one’s familiar, and it involves Oswald. The chapter ends a little after, with Fenn wanting to return. This was… a really sad chapter. As were the two ones before. Sheesh, that’s depressing.

      1. @NavarFeb 22, '24 at 6:23 pm

        Chapter 40

        Oh shit, Cosmo as the focus character? Epic if I do say so myself. He has a catchphrase for every day… man, he’s so precious. I needed some of that cuteness after how depressing Fenn’s chapters were, without a doubt. Speaking of Fenn, he’s sleeping alongside Cosmo, hugging the bubble. Oh no, it’s cuter now. The prose itself is changing to be more peppy and excited because Cosmo is at the center, and I loved this detail. He’s trapped there, kinda like a cat owner with a cat in their lap. Thankfully his body being basically jelly means he can just squeeze through and make his escape. All without having Fenn wake up. The badger needs some sleep, and snuggles too.

        Hooray, he’s out of there, and immediately goes for his plush. Juanfinsimo must be one hell of a sidekick. Ironically the kind of sidekick that has the hero trope of being quiet and stoic. Because it’s a plush and can’t talk, but in the spirit of the chapter I decided to phrase it that way. Cosmo’s plans, like always, are simple, act as a hero. And by that I mean having fun in his own way. I wonder if eventually he’ll grow out of this phase, but for now, it’s cute and deserves screentime. And he plays together with his plush, though he ends up making Juanfinsimo drop to the ground. Uh oh, his sidekick could be hurt!

        And he continues playing with Juanfinsimo, who is fine and well despite the accident. Cosmo was probably doing all of this a little too loud because he eventually woke Fenn up. Oh boy, family bonding moment. Fenn seems to be better too, or at least good enough to go along with what Cosmo is saying. Though now, Cosmo is bored. Whatever shall him and his stoic sidekick do to pass the time? Villains don’t get bored, so the heroes shouldn’t either.

        Well, Fenn remains talkative. I’m sure he’s acting like a good dad. Or… better than how his dad acted towards him since he’s actually letting Cosmo have a childhood. Anyway, Cosmo’s favorite flower is a cactus? Uh, okay, good for him, I guess. The funniest bit about this part is Fenn’s reaction to it. He can’t even understand why this child has this opinion. I can hear his mental gears grinding just trying to make sense of it all. Cosmo even tries to pose… but I’m not sure how good a blob could be at posing. Still, it’s adorable that he’s trying it.

        Oh… Cosmo eventually realizes that Fenn is sad. He was probably trying to keep up a happy appearance for Cosmo, but it didn’t work for long. In his own way, Cosmo was trying to help, and food can be a good plan, to be honest. As long as Fenn doesn’t drown himself in food. Still, it’s also funny enough that Fenn laughs at the idea. So Cosmo did manage to cheer his dad up, even if only a little bit. He wasn’t trying to be funny, he genuinely believes in the power of pancakes! And now I have a craving for them.

        Oswald wakes up next, with a hot take for the conversation. He seems less tired and sad than Fenn, at least. Now almost everyone is awake, with Finch the only one still sleeping. Probably snoring too. Once again there’s more playing around with Cosmo’s hero schtick, and he tries to find the monsters under the floor. Which… is just the ghost from before. I applaud Oswald’s sense of humor, even if Cosmo didn’t get what he was talking about. In the meantime, Oswald and Fenn finally get to catch up. Or awkwardly talk to each other, much to Cosmo’s annoyance. I’m with him, the adults are dumb. And he also wants them to hug because they like each other. Same, Cosmo, same.

        He can’t seem to understand what the conversation is all about, too quiet for Cosmo to pick up all the details. Juanfinsimo could have the answer to all his problems but he seems a little busy trying to kee up his stoic personality to let Cosmo know anything. Sometimes I find myself getting surprised at some of the things that Cosmo knows about. Like problems. And that some problems can’t be solved. What a cool child.

        They’re planning what to get for breakfast. Frick, I don’t know which one of the options is better. Having Fenn out of everyone be the deciding factor on what they eat shouldn’t be nearly as funny as it is. And the scene of them deciding is even funnier, with that playfulness around Cosmo to make him feel better. In the end, they’re getting pancakes. Uh… that’s probably what I would pick. Better yet, Fenn seems to be better because of this. Of course, it could just be a momentary thing that Cosmo doesn’t realize, but for now, he’s better, and that’s what matters.

        Again, they were getting loud enough that Finch woke up. And he’s officially referred to as the fun uncle. I’m not sure how good of an influence he is, that remains to be seen. Cosmo thinks he’s cool, and knowing Finch he probably made his stories look cooler exactly so Cosmo would feel that way. At least he’s good with kids. At one point they should hang out together, without the others around, so they can do hero stuff and some more fun things.

        And now Cosmo is finding out about Finch leaving on a trip. On the bright side he’s never once said he won’t be coming back. Sure, he can say it’s jut for a few days, and that’s all the confirmation I need that he’s gonna be back soon enough. After some more talking, Fenn is back on his sad boy moment. And Cosmo is once again going to try and cheer him up. It’s played like a game or a mission and that makes it more endearing to read. So Fenn is gonna go sleep. Cool.

        So, Oswald is once again the main focus of the chapter, because he needed to talk to Finch. I admit I also thought Finch was out there to tell some big secret or a twist, but he just wanted to talk? Then why to all the trouble of making Oswald leave the room? It’s like he’s not… very good at socializing. Despite his charming personality, I mean.

        Oh my god the conversation took a turn for the funniest thing possible. The realization that, to everyone else, the way Oswald treats Fenn and everything looks and sounds like they’re madly in love with each other. Oswald is oblivious as hell for not realizing it until someone told it to his face. And then he blurted out that he does, indeed, love Fenn. But he can’t tell him, and that kills him. Finch is kinda in a weird spot here, because he has to go, but he also needs to make sure Oswald is going to do the right thing and just… tell Fenn about his feelings.

        What comes next is a continuous string of Oswald being weird as hell about his feelings towards Fenn. And that’s fine. Love is messy, and in their situation is even messier. The only thing that distracts him is meat. Which he wants a bit of. That was a weird moment, because in the end it didn’t seem to matter all that much that he ate it. Well, his mental state was kinda wack so I doubt the full consequences will be known soon. Anyway, the chapter is over. Cool.

        Last edited on Feb 22, '24 at 6:23 pm.
        1. @NavarFeb 22, '24 at 6:24 pm

          Chapter 41

          I kinda forgot about Larkspur. To show how much of a smug bastard he is, he is drinking wine and thinking about the world. It does help paint him in an interesting light, like, he’s so obsessed with his goals, but he also has time to think about other things, like followers, or how much it takes for someone to give him his wine after he asks. Another curious thought is about his own body being out of his control. It’s not shown how much he tries to control it, but… it feels like he does it a lot, and much to his own annoyance, it’s not an easy task.

          Honestly this scene is a little weird, but I kinda dig the vibe it has. Not quite right, with just enough weird things in it to make you question what is Larkspur’s problem. He also spends some time thinking about Anemone. Y’know, with how long this fic has been going for, it’s surprising Larkspur still hasn’t met Oswald yet, despite him being what he wanted. I don’t even think Oswald knows who this guy is. Well, the confrontation will happen eventually, so I can be excited about that part. Anyway, the guy got interrupted by one of his own henchmen. Larkspur seems upset.

          Oh, he isn’t that patient anymore. Alright, does that mean he’s gonna act after this long? But also, what? Crane was just… doing some weird flirting thing. I read it that way, but wow, that was, uh, something alright. I’m not sure what it is, but I doubt Larkspur offering to strangle him is gonna be considered a bad thing as far as Crane’s concerned. I appreciate when the villains can act goofy, it can make the tone feel slightly more silly.

          Someone is there to talk to Larkspur. Someone so meek and pathetic. But also, they actually found Oswald. Now Larkspur knows the species of the human he’s looking for. And that his name starts with the letter O, as well as the purple scarf thing. Hm, just when I was wondering if Larkspur would ever act. However, he also knows Oswald is in the castle… with Anemone. Meaning getting there won’t be an easy task. No idea what his plan is going to be just yet, but he is gonna do something about it. Interesting, that should kick things up a notch from now on. And Oswald’s life is about to get even worse.